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last updated 109 weeks ago...Hmm...will this go out into the world of never never land? I'm thinking that it will, but alas, I'm easily amused and think that this will be worth while. |
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[Jul. 16th, 2006|10:17 am] |
there was a time when I used to update this every day, several times a day...now I really couldn't care less, i'm not even sure what inspired me to log in and do it now...maybe it's cause I know there are at least a few ppl out there that I care about that read this, ppl that I would like to send some love to, and what not. Other then that, things are going on in my life, but they don't need to be reported in every detail, if you care, someday I'll write a book and call it good, of course first I'll have to figure out how to stop writing in circles every time i try to tell a story, unfortunately, it's the way I talk. Get over it. lol
allrighty, so love to those who deserve it
hi to those that at least need that
and to all else...I'm too tired to give you anything :p |
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| my big news for the weeks!! |
[Apr. 18th, 2006|12:35 am] |
I still hate it here
I don't know if i can stay
but my cell phone is turned back on and that's a step closer to being human :) |
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| I have to wonder |
[Mar. 18th, 2006|03:47 pm] |
if ppl even bother reading this anymore, I think I got all blogged out a while back
I'm in Colorado, I got a job, it's embarrassing, but it's a job
my feet are killing me right now
I'm kinda tired, have teh roommates, they were out drinking late, didn't bother me, but then I had to work early
anyhow, I'm tired
I don't ahve anything to say
I suck |
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| SOMETHING EXCITING!!!! |
[Mar. 11th, 2006|04:33 am] |
ok, well, I lied, there's nothign exciting yet, still....
I'm still here in Colorado
I haven't gotten a job yet, so ther really isn'ta lot to talk about
I barely get to leave the house, and don't have money to do anything
but...I'm working on it, and hopefully sooner then later I will be able to write something huge and wonderful about the spectacular something or other that is Colorado
night moon |
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| Snow!!! |
[Feb. 16th, 2006|12:25 pm] |
I see snow
it's neat
Last night ppl came in the house talking about an accident, and covered in white
I ran outside with the good roommate and certainly
it was white
I picked up a handful and found it was my favorite white
I threw it up in the air and it all came floating down
soft
white
happy
snow
I really did miss this
as long as it doesn't come all the way up to my window, we're good :) |
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| two days |
[Feb. 1st, 2006|11:53 am] |
I'm moving out of state, in two days
I'm sad taht there are so many people I didn't get to see before I go
but I know you're all still here if I were to come back, or/when or whatever
and I still love you all
I won't post agian until I'm settled there (well, unpacked :P)
bye |
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| Getting so close |
[Jan. 23rd, 2006|09:22 pm] |
preparations are made
people ahve taken the proper days off of work
houses are being packed
belonging are being sold and thrown away (OMG thrown away)
and I"m almost to Colorado.
well, yeah
I'm leaving on Friday Feb 3rd (and yes, I read the calendar properly for this one)
packing up my life stacked into the back of a full bed pick up truck
and OH so stacked it will be, I have to balance the majority of it, cover it in a tarp and pray to god that it makes it there safe
I sent a tube of art ahead of me
I could just see it flying out in Utah or something and
it would be oh so sad
so that and a few other (light) things are going way of postal service
I've gone through another of those "when was the last time I used/looked at' throw away
it's scary, and HUGE for me
Also thank you to everyone that came to my going away party
if you weren't there...you suck
lol
or at least we need to find time to fit you in
in the next week or so
so I"m off to shove more things into a box
and garbage bags |
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| what a day |
[Jan. 16th, 2006|09:59 am] |
things with the move were pushed around so that as you all know I"m leaving soon, instead of already, and it keeps looking later, and I'm waiting and it's driving me crazy
on top of it today..well, has sucked so far
I woke groggy
I survived and I left the house cute
I took my bik eto run errands after work, which include getting a new tube fo rhte front tire with the slow leak
I missed my bus, I rode to my connecting bus
I got hit by a car, a slow moving car
I'm irritatingly bull headed and as I was just bruised and my tire still spun I rode away angry
my tire it ruined but she'd already driven away
my next bus didn't bother coming
my Doc's are ruined and my socks are wet
I'm cold
I rode to work on a flat tire and bent rim (wobbley)
I'm so cold
I want my comforter and my warmpth back
a couple hugs and/or ppl to cuddle with would help as well
you still can't walk through my house, but I'm getting there
throw love at me, it's a good plan :P
this is where I start to think of nothing but my party this weekend
it's a happy bubble
I love you all
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| change is...versatile, hehe |
[Jan. 6th, 2006|11:09 am] |
Time has been flying by and now has found itself slowing to a floating motion, everything's happening so soon, and it's taking so long to get there
I live in a bubble of anticipation
as nice as it is to see the edges of the bubble sparkling ans swirling around me, it would be nice to have it pop so I can see what's on the other side. |
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| the exciting life of...oh wait, I'm not that exciting |
[Jan. 3rd, 2006|12:57 pm] |
And with the coming of 2006 there's more...packing
I didn't go out, even besides not being able to afford the ticket to see Solovox, I have never liked how many drunks drive on new years eve, it's a problem.
Friday I saw my favorite monkey in the whole world for his brithday, and it made me happy on 12 different levels. H edug into his very first birthday cake with both hands and couldn't get neough, alas, it was taken away and tears insued as he was cleaned. I'm going to miss him so.
Other then that, anyone who got an invite to my party please let the Satruday superscede the 22nd as I can't read a calended and put the wrong date down. At least I discovered it myself instead of havin git pointed out to me...now I get to point it out to all of you :)
Much luv to all |
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| What a crazy Christmas! |
[Dec. 25th, 2005|11:35 am] |
I woke up, I was thinking that maybe if I pretended today wasn't here, it wouldn't be...alasI woke up and it is in fact Christams.
I've spent about two hours going through my belongings, and everything's STILL a mess.
It's amazing how much stuff you collect when you live alone, I'm going through tons and tons of garbage bags and can't wait to wee what actually goes in the sale I'm planning.
My Andy and Lexi called me this morning while I was still on the couch with Morgan, told me they loved me, all that good stuff that makes you smile, I opened the cuteness from my mother in my stocking she sent me, more pez then a person can eat alone, and as always from mom, socks and underwear. CUTEST toe socks ever, and of course, as I am overweithgt, underwear that would fit a whale, she's so cute, I think I may go parachuting with them later, it seems a viable function.
....now I finally let myself get up and look at the computer, check my boards, pull up my Myspace and holy hell
MY AUNT found me and asked to add me, and holy shit! My aunt, my cousins, on myspace. So as hesitent as I was when I was ordered to get a myspace on top of my livejournal and my tribeblog, it seems to have a function. And frightfully enough it's the prettiest of all three.
Anyhow, this is a lot of rememberence babbling, I should go eat something and get back to the house thing. I now have one month and counting until I'm gone! OMG I'm leaving, it's crazy.
Merry Christmas all my lovelies! |
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| Why wasn't I at the yeti this weekend? |
[Dec. 19th, 2005|03:28 pm] |
or Lexi's Solstice party?
or christmas shopping with my fabulous GinBerry
well
because I suck
I did a little bit around my house
I ditched out on Sara's Solstice party too
I played my video game
I combed through things that I used to care about
got stupid, cried a bit, laughed a bit, through them ina garbage bag because I don't need to tote my entire history around with me
I have the internets
they weill do it for me
as long as I"m still able to keep the internet dragons at bay. |
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| It's not glamorous, but it fits! |
[Dec. 15th, 2005|11:31 am] |
It's not glamorous, but it makes sense.
Strang things are happening again in my life, and I don't know how to handle them, but then again, I do. I have been working this temp job that was scheduled to end on the 13th, then I'm looking for work to get me through until the beginning of Feb when I leave the state, and I get a call on Monday (the 12th) saying her eyou go, job, it's temp to hire and starts on Wednesday (the 14th) YAY! something to get me through and I'll just quit when it's stime to leave.
So I leave early on Tuesday, and as I'm giving her my timecard she says "I've decided to extend teh project by four weeks" and I get to tell her that I'm sorry but I have a new job starting the very next day. As I'm packing up my desk I"m feeling a bit wierd, but whatever. So Wednesday I take the much longer bus ride to my new job, and uh oh, I'm starting to like it, it's an ok job. But I can't like it, I need to quit in a month! what to do, what to do.
The day ends and I make the long trek home, stop and the liquor and grocery stores and head to my kitchen for a heaping plate of nachos and mixed drinks. It's seven o'clock at night and I get a phone call from this other agency saying "sorry, don't come back" so now, I'm jobless. OMG, I'm jobless but still have a month anda half until I move! OMG what am I going to do? So I start drinking, that's a great plan!
This morning I wake up and call the initial agency and it turns out (after a couple calls were exchanged) that they didn't replace me at Kaiser and I could come back to work teh rest of hte assignment, at $12/hr where as teh other one was only $9.98 (didn't find that out until I was already working it) So in the end, it'll be a little tight right before I leave, but it will be ok.
things get wierd for me...which makes it the weeble wobble. Those of you that know me, know that there's always SOMETHING crazy going on in my life, I get knocked over SOOO far the my face is scraping the pavement, and then I pop right back up again. Which is great, you just can't knock me down...but in the end, I am a weeble wobble, wierd comprimise.
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| I made a decision |
[Dec. 12th, 2005|10:21 am] |
There are still a couple of people that I need to pull into this..but for now
First weekend of February
I still have to talk to a few people that said they were going to help me, hopefully the boys can get a 3-bedroom settled by then
hopefully I get that phone-call tonight that tells me if I have work to get me through that point
hopefully the offer of a ride that I got stays real which would save me a million issues
hope hope hope
I need hope
that's all I have. |
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| Why can't anything make sense? |
[Dec. 11th, 2005|12:05 am] |
There was a time when I would describe myself as a walking ball of contradiction
and that was the only way I knew to describe how things work for me
how nothing EVER makes sense
how my mind can completely change in the blink of an eye and I can actually back up that decision as though I'd made it the entire time
everyone keeps telling me they're proud of me for doing something so big and scary
and they're also freaking out a little now that they're realizing it's real, and it's happening
so my life hangs in the balance of one phone call
by the end of Monday I will know if i get to wait until end of January
or if I have to push it up to like NOW
I've still had absolutely no offers to keep things in anyone's garages/basement what not
and have yet to find a temporary home for Morgan
for the love of god, I need to get that phone call |
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| Final Plee (well, kinda) |
[Dec. 2nd, 2005|02:12 pm] |
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Last I checked there were four people who read my lj that owe me various amounts of money, but that was a while ago. I'm moving to Colorado, for sure, I'm moving, I can't afford to move, but I'm doing it anyways and people are just trying ot help me because they want me happy. So I'm throwing out a plea for you ... and you know who you are (and you know I'm talking about a different 4 because you just talked to me last night, so this one isn't for you). Yes, by this time I've mostly written off any and all money that you owe me, especially when you consider that you have all almost completely stopped talking to me for whatever reason. Well, please, before I leave the state can you please help me with my move by getting me at least SOME of the money you owe me back, every little bit helps me right now. |
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| Don't hate me |
[Nov. 28th, 2005|11:02 am] |
Sorry for those of you on Tribe that are getting this doubled
if the world keeps spinning me the way it's currently spinning me, it may not be as long as the end of the year before I move...if I own anything that you know about that you want to throw claim to, tell me before I get my garage sale set up and you will have dibs, although I am going to need to make money off of everything, and NO, I'mnot selling my sewing machines. I am though, getting rid of all of my kitched stuff besides my knives, as well I'm getting rid of various art supplies, my bed, and piles of nick nacks, lamps, things I've been hanging onto that have no place. It's almost December and my life has spiraled so much I haven't even made Christmas cards yet, and I have some that need to go to Thailand and Australia...got I'm behind. ANyhow, I'm leaving, throw claim to things that are me, also, if you can offer space to store things that I can't take yet (including my cats) I would appreciate hearing of any offers. |
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| Extra money? |
[Nov. 21st, 2005|11:08 pm] |
I'm not looking to have everyone throw their millions of unhemmed pants and fallen buttons my way per'se
but...I need money, I'm starting an Az moving away fund, and am not presumptuous enough to ask for donations, but ... some random work would be good.
Every day I feel better about the idea of leaving, still not sure exactly when it's happening besides after the beginning of the year
and still don't know how I'm getting all my things there...I just can't get rid of everything I own and start over, I considered it
but I"m too attached, it was suggested that I give away my art...yeah...not gonna happen
I will give/sell lots of you are, but the stuff I've actually put up on my walls, is there for a reason, and it means something special to me.
anyhow...anyone with a truck heading to Colorado in like Early Febuary? hehe
so yeah, throw stuff at me...I need it, I'm prepared, I have on my protective gear and am ready for the onslought (and yes Sarah, that means I'm getting to work on your stuff too :P we need to schedule a fitting for that dress)
I luv you all, and appreciate both the "don't leave"s and the
"it will be great for you"s
my mother...not so happy
but I"m going to move away and become a rock star, it's imperrative :P
luv you all |
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